So, in a sad, but not wholly unexpected turn of events, I now find myself single once again. I am surprising myself by being much more ok with this fact than I expected. Not that I don't miss him, or wish things could be different, but I know this is what is right. One thing I have learned through all the ups and downs of the past year and half or so is that God knows what He's doing. I believe that this is just as true now as ever. I cannot pretend to know what God has in store for me or for Ryan in the coming days, months, or years. But I am confident in the fact that as long as I keep trusting that He knows what's best for me, I will not be disappointed.